White sheets

I'm as messy as the white sheets of your place where we laid and talked for hours.
As broken as your favorite item dropped to the floors.

The secret that you tell, they won't let me sleep.

So, why you just let me sleep?
Let me sleep this pain away.

Away from the scent of your perfume.

Over-Think

How to overcome insecurities?

That questions remain unanswered for years and years for myself.

Overthinking kills you from the inside, slowly, like cancer.

It stays in your body quietly, waiting for its trigger to be pulled--pointing straight to your head.

Knows very well of your fears and doubts. There's no point of running away from it.

Reminding you of how it feels to be alone, to be rejected, and your imperfections.

The only thing that can save you is yourself. it's all in your head.

Playing mind tricks that you--only you who knows the secret behind its illusion.

Snap out of it. You're only going backwards every time you overthink.

Get out of your bed and do something,

Because the world is not going to stop and wait for you.

To get back on your feet again.

Stop.

Overthinking.

Brain, I hate you for making me writing this.

Can't

It's sad when people can't open their eyes to see someone who truly cares about them

Fan

I'm a fan of her.
a fan of her mind,
the shine her eyes
the light in her smile,
I'm a fan.

the build of her body,
her stance,
a dress and jewels,
undies and swimwear,
it don't matter.
I'm a fan.

her intellect,
her wisdom,
the care in her heart,
I'm a fan.

the mistakes,
her flaws,
her pain,
I'm a fan of that, too.

U

You're a dream that I wish that I wrote down

Why?

how am I supposed to give my brain a rest.
if when I sleep, I keep having strange and vivid dreams.
and when I awake, a million thoughts keep crossing my mind constantly?

Feel

I don't know what I'm feeling anymore.
it's dragging me down to the ground, all I know.
and all I know, I lost another puzzle piece.
of what I used to picture my future will turn out to be.

Under Malevolent

loose and hanging on a broken branch.
I am stepping away from the bright light.
I am losing myself, I am nowhere to be found.

True love

a true love it's like water being flowing on the river,
no matter found the big stone, wood, trash, and e.t.c on the front,
water can very easily for through it.

sometimes, water must be separate from the flows,
because in the river have a many different lane,
but in the end, the water will meet in one place.

Try

I don't have a big heart.
I can't be described as a nice guy.
but when it comes to you,
well, at least I try it.

What's wrong?

I am happy, yet, I feel miserable.

I am quite healthy, but I always feel sick.

I sleep enough why am I always tired?

I know I am loved, so why do I feel alone?

What's wrong with me?

Intro

Hey sup?..

Idk why I made this blog but its just feels right. I think this is my text formatted blog different from the other blog.

I wont blabbing too much here on this very first post of this pointless blog. The point is.. just keep in touch and keep checking out this page.

so yea.. bye :)